I still don't really get how this is becoming a con, or in that matter something other than what it is. I made a horrible choice, not a mistake but a decision.
I wrote an appology to people who where directly involved and an explanation to everyone else. If it wasn't sincere I would'nt have bothered. I don't see how in any way there is something to be gained or I guess conned for me out of this. I admitted everything. I am under very close scruitiny and I will ask once more that the mods put a link or some sort of something on my signature so people are aware of my transgretion.
If I wanted to con or cheat there would have been better ways to go about it. I re-register under different name address and get her done. I don't really care who wants me kicked off, if it is the wish of the THEY than it shall be. I guess call me on the con if u see me in the exchange with someone who doesn't know of this and I don't tell them.
One last time I DO NOT WANT TO TRADE OR DO BUISNESS HERE. The time may come way down the road but that is not why I am here. One more time again I AM NOT HERE FOR SYMPATHY FORGIVENESS, OR TO BE FORGOTTEN. I confessed my wrongs will make it right and Jason the mods and I go from there after restitution. It would have been much easier for me pay him and vanish into the night rather than dred climbing on here again this morning to see whoelse hates me and loves to put it in black and white.
Also let me get this straight, you think it would be better for new members who are on the fence about trading to just ban me rather than the 7 pages of fire, and everyone seeing this out to the end and everyone seeing how when you do something like this, this is what happens, also this kind of thing I think show's how if anything you guys come together as a community for the most part, and by most part I mean Brandon who looks down his nose at me and wishes syphillus on himself.
I laugh at his use of the word recovery because people with your attitude and views are nothing more than abstinent and miserable, and btw good job on almost making yourself look as bad as me. I think well liked members like you who can't help but shoot off their mouth all the time and condemn others for not sharing their narrow minded views tend to scare off newbies almost as quickly as I. I would rather wake up every day with my drug addled mind than your blatenly obvious miserable, judgemental one, I have a chance, if this is you after 15 years, your f'd.
I'm sorry I digressed, I think this thread is a very useful thing to the community and I believe as far off track and nasty it's gotten at times the mods understand that and that's why they have even allowed it to continue. No matter how you slice it, it is very clear how my sort of behavior will be tollerated, and how I now have a label on me that may never go away. It shows that I didn't respect and honor the gift that was this site and you people, and that I regret it.
I guess from well wisher to hit by a bus guy everyone can take something from this, even if it's simply adding one safegaurd to their trading process. Well I guess I'm done so go ahead and disect this post and pull out of it that it's one big con and I really don't care and will never make it right. Old news. I guess at this point if you cant stand that I'm here don't click it. If your clicking it to tell me I should die a miserable death and after that be banned and pissed on I really don't care and you are the farthest thing from the reason I want to be here anyway, so save it.
Time will tell what will happen I know alot of people on here believe thay are pyscic and know the outcome, but the odd part is the only people that seem to have this next level power seem to be pretty negative, condemning fellas..
All I really ask for is a chance to stay here long enough to make things right and then go from there.
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