I suppose what I find amusing about all of this, whether it's survival, escape, fighting, shooting....whatever....is none of us really know how we will react to a situation that comes upon us quickly. We can train all day long but I don't 100 percent believe in that "you will fight as you train" stuff. Already seen "highly trained" folks lose their marbles in dangerous situations when they're outside their comfort zone.
My point to all of this is this: anyone that tells me they can always be ready for an emergency is a damn liar or a fool. Anyone that thinks that a knife always beats a gun or a gun always beats a knife or has any preconceived notion that they will win a fight before they actually fight it, is just plain stupid.
This was one of the first calls I ran by myself for an alarm company. Just for the background, I had about 120 hours OJT day shift to learn as much about the controls for various alarms that I could and then 40 hours on night shift and I was on my own.
We had key calls, between about 80 and 120 at any given time and carried the keys with us in a metal locked box or briefcase and the keys were in little sealed, time stamped and numbered envelopes.
One of my first key calls by myself was at this place in Baltimore City that makes these incredibly huge bay dredges. It's fairly dark and I have a Maglite but, hey, it's still pretty damned dark in there. I'm making my way through various areas, looking for anything being trashed/tossed, forced entry through various doors, windows, etc., and all of the sudden, I'm dead. I hear this explosion. I just knew I was shot and gonna die.
It was a damned time clock that I was just a few feet away from in the dark. I'm just lucky I didn't have to take a dump because that would have been it for me right then and there. For years after that, I used that room in that building and that call, with that time clock, whenever I trained someone. Just so they would know how it feels to be entirely engrossed in something to such a degree that when a time clock PLONKS! in the dark, it might as well be a gun going off it is so loud. I'll bet you I did that with a half dozen people over as many years and everyone of them looked like they were coming unglued.
If you have been through situations like that, you can get an idea of how you might react. Then if you have actually been attacked, you look at how it all sorted out and you can get a further idea. But you do speak the truth, every situation is so unique, you have an idea and you might be really confident...but you really never know until it happens.